I needed a place to drop some stuff off of my head.

I don't know if this is because I've been reading Lindsay Ellis' books, and they have that mid-2000's vibes, or if I'm just being sentimental because I found my first blog, or if I'm just moody because it's getting colder outside and I've been thinking too much.

All I know is that I need a place to drop these pseudo-essays that I have running in my head at all times.

YES! Everything, Everywhere, All at once.

I always have these disjointed thoughts running through my head. And I know some of it is because of ADHD, but that's just the tip of the iceberg. 

See, even though I would like to say that I'm not like the other girls, turns out I'm exactly like all of them... I'm a gay man in my 30s who thinks the world needs to hear my opinion. And, of course, I also have something to add to the discourse.

For christ's sake, I spent most of 2022 posting on a youtube channel just because I thought something would come out of it, even though I kinda knew it wouldn't. It never did, and it never does... not for guys like me, for multiple reasons. That could be one of the things I should write about. At least to get it off of my head.

See, I need a place to put this stuff. That way, there's one less youtube wanna-be making barely okay videos.

It's ok; I'm not in my feelings or anything. It is what it is...

with all that said, I still want to have someplace else, somewhere where the text can be formatted and edited to my liking. 

I know I could just buy a notebook and start writing, but I already do that with my journal[s]; what I want to publish here are random self-assigned essays and opinion "pieces", which notebooks are not the most conducive for, as editing would make it look like shit.

> > > > so... since I already had the domain, and I knew blogs would be blogs, I realized that all I needed was to come back to my blogging.

And the fact that very few people will ever read or know about this is liberating.

Either way, I do not have any bigshot plans with this. No posting schedule, no theme, no nothing.

This will only be my most recent attempt at leaving some public trace of my existence on this rock. [under my control]